That sometimes I look at young, silly girls who surround me, and desperately envy them ... Why, you ask?
No no! I do not envy their youth, beauty or carelessness. Just look at their happy little faces and understand - unlike us, they still retain the ability to believe that every time - that is, it is the true love!
When you do not know what is - real love, to live is much easier - whenever looms another liking, you can afford to bathe in the sweet as honey, dreams.
And when you have learned to distinguish between sugary illusions of the present explosion of true love, you know - it is simply impossible to love each succeeding as much as the previous one.
So just do not happen.
If every person with whom you were very close and frankly, do you consider your favorite, then you are lucky - his whole life you lived and continue to live in a dream to you the world of sweet dreams and illusions, and you still do not know what a real, adult love.
You, my dear girl, confuse two completely different things that can not be confused in any case - sympathy and love. But you yet forgivable .. But some time will pass, and you will remember these lines ... and she'll be jealous of the same girls what you are right now.
That is why I envy you, sugar, you girls and boys! You, unlike us who know what love is, still happy!
You know how that is to create for yourself and the people around you beautiful illusion, and wallow in them, squealing with joy, like children in the pool.
And if you add to the pool a little lather, you can think of that live under water or underwater mermaid fairy monster .. After all, you can think whatever he wants ..
You, unlike us, can still tickle your nerves and ensure the release of adrenaline, believing in fairy tale invented by you, which you call love.
And when you have learned to separate fiction from true feelings, terribly afraid to love ... not that love, even attached to a man is very, very scary ...
And now it is much more difficult than before. Now comes the love without asking, it is deeply do not care whether you want to your heart became her residence or not. It just takes up residence there, without listening to your protests ...
And as if you did not want to kick her out will not succeed .. Love, she is a lady .. freedom-loving ... Come - does not ask out - is not forgiven ..
You can kick, kicking, biting, hide .. You can repeat a thousand facts showing that there is no love ... You can even try to run away from it ..
But far do you run away? After all, you can not escape from yourself ... But ... You can try!
Well, a maximum, which can reach - it is mad ... First stick depression, and then completely ... psychosis ... snaps. But in this case it is very lucky.
Yes Yes! After going mad it is not as easy as it seems at first glance. And by the age of 80 you will understand that nothing, actually ran ..
And further. Your madness does not prevent your love.
. She even healthy people crazy .. It is a sober mind and common memory - the main obstacle to your happiness .. It is because you are looking for a thousand arguments against his love, poked her in the face a marriage certificate, and talked about what you already I promised him ...
But now you're a little crazy .. So, you can not run away from his love, and not to hide from it. Well, what with the fact that you're married and everything exactly like? You're crazy crazy .. And everything is possible .. even love.
. The truth? ))